First Trimester

So I’m closing in on my first trimester of pregnancy and I thought I’d share my experience so far.  Pregnancy is such a bizarre thing, I know there is a tiny human growing inside me but it still totally trips me out. I think since I don’t really have a baby bump yet, I still don’t feel like it’s 100% real. And that’s insane right? Because at this point I’ve been pregnant for three months already!

That’s three whole months of no sushi and no alcohol… which has really been hard because those are the two things Blake and I would do for fun on weekends. Now we go to sushi and I get to order the avocado cucumber roll while I watch Blake scarf down 20 pieces of salmon nigiri. You best believe I’m counting down the days till I can do the same. But sushi and alcohol aren’t the only things pregnant women have to stay away from, there are things I had no idea I couldn’t eat and once I found out, it only made me want them more. Anything unpasteurized, soft cheeses such as brie, LUNCH MEATS- (all I wanted was a subway sandwich after I heard that one), coffee (another tough one), raw sprouts, cookie dough (ok fine, I’ll bake it!) and Caesar dressing.. someone decided to tell me about that one when Caesar salad was one of the only things I could bare to eat.

Then there are the things that you think won’t even be an issue like going on rollercoasters, something I never do. But when I went to SeaWorld last weekend I realized for the first time how many rides they actually have as I sat on the sidelines watching everyone else have a blast. When I was at my moms place a couple weeks ago I really wanted to get in the pool but the weather was a little gloomy, so the jacuzzi sounded like a nice idea.. yeah, can’t do that either. It’s okay though, I know that 9 months of avoiding fun activities will seem like no big deal in the long run.

Luckily I didn’t get bad morning sickness. I think God knew I’d never have another kid if that were the case so he cut me a break there. Anyone who knows me is aware of my strong aversion towards vomiting. Instead, I have had some nausea but mostly I’ve just been SUPER TIRED. Like- I never ever used to take naps, now I take a nap probably every other day. I don’t really feel like myself and I hate that I don’t have the energy or willpower to get things done, but I suppose things could be worse. My sense of smell seemed really heightened at the same time that I was getting nausea, so I had to stay away from my dogs’ breath for a while there.

It’s interesting how every pregnancy is different. Some women start showing sooner than others and some get really bad morning sickness. I’ve met a few other pregnant girls from a group that I’m in and I’ve found it very interesting to hear about everyone’s unique experiences.

Even though I still sometimes don’t feel pregnant, the thing that really helped me wrap my brain around it was the ultrasound. They make you wait 8-10 weeks just to see your baby, which makes sense because they need to give it time to grow and make sure that the pregnancy will stick. But that had to be the longest 10 weeks of my life. Once I saw what was going on inside my body, I was filled with emotions. I really didn’t think that I would get emotional but seeing that little jellybean shaped baby in my belly was so amazing. It made things feel more real and also made me want to do everything possible to make sure this baby is healthy.

So aside from my insane tiredness, I feel pretty good and I’m happy to be entering the second trimester on Monday. I feel truly blessed to have this opportunity to create a life. I know it wont be easy, but it will definitely be worth it.

 

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5 Comments

  1. Most of those things they tell you not to eat are based on just in this this could possibly might. It has been proven babies are fine even if you have booze doctors just don’t tell you because they don’t trust you not to get black out drunk while pregnant as with most things everything is safe in moderation with or without a kid. Start googling some of the stuff your doctor tells you and you will be surprised how much of it doctors cant even agree on. So I guess what I am saying is if you have a craving and slip up don’t sweat it. :]

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  2. Sounds like you’re doing great, Tori. I think it’s better to be safe than sorry, so following the doctor’s advice is a good thing. Kathleen did, and gave birth to 4 healthy babies. 🙂

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